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Passionfruit- just another nickname to go with my collection of "fruits" Wow, so it's been eons since I've updated this thing. Something about the past couple of weeks has made me break down and submit to my urges of writing in here. It is oddly soothing in a way. I guess you could say that a lot has been going on lately, yet at the same time, a lot hasn't. I'm not sure what kinda of defense mechanism this is, or maybe it's just sheer desensitization mixed in with a little bit of apathy...either way let's just call this choice writing. I love you. I barely know you, but I love you. Just a harmless crush~maybe, most possibly, yes. Yet in a sense, to me, right now, it's much more. It's a dream. It's a wishful thought in the back of my head. It's a reminder of what I am, what I want, and what I know. It's the feeling of everything seeming just that much more alive in those occassional times a month that I get a chance to be around. It's the smile I try to hide. It's me being inspired enough to write sappy shit like this. It's nothing yet it's something all at the same time. I'm not dumb. I'm not wishing upon a star hoping that something's going to happen because it's not. I know and it's ok. As for everything else in my life, meh~ it'll sort itself out one of these days. "Cause Blue Eyes
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