My little herpe (read and you'll understand ok?)
Written @ 9:04 p.m. on 2005-02-17

So Valentine's day this year was a mix of both a tear and a smile. In the end though, I think this will be a good turn around for me. I'm gonna tough it up a bit and do things to better MYSELF. Not change myself or my feelings, but work with what I've got.

I'm gonna push you into the far corner of my mind...not because I don't care, but because I do.

As Kathryn so graciously puts it in a conceit: "It's like herpes...it's always with you, and you sometimes get random outbreaks." lmao. I love when you can still find humor in some of the most serious matters. But yes...hopefully my "herpes outbreaks" will stay at a low right now.

When it comes down to it, I've found a lot of things I want to do/experience right now.
*I want to read more (I think I've been to Barnes and Noble almost every day this week...I love that place)
*I want to perfect our winterguard duet
*I want to see and expose myself to all sorts of music/movies (this is where the majority of my paychecks have been going surprisingly)
*I want to keep on raking in the $$ (shuttup...I know that sounds materialistic but whatev)
*I want to eat healthier and work out more
*I want to get better at jazz piano/finish learning Ben Folds "Fired" (yes, it's a sin if you haven't ever heard this song...go now)
*I want to redecorate my room
*I want to have fun being ME again

Oh yeah...and I think I might try to slowly cut aim outta my life~*tear*, I know. Now you're just gonna hafta call/text me if you have something to say.

Yay time to go be productive!
~Jen

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