audacious: let's just have some fun
Written @ 10:32 p.m. on 2005-01-05
Ya know what I've realized? I've realized that for once in my life I'm comfortable and happy being single. Not even just comfortable and happy, but after doing some thinking (and even after an incident over the break) I definitely prefer to be single right now. Lately I've found it more enjoyable to just kick back and not worry and just have fun instead of being tied down or obsessing over things. Let's just go have some fun. I've broken away from my safety net and I'm happy. And plus, I've indulged myself in a bunch of other things that are keeping me occupied right now. Whew...totally love this turn around. I feel like I'm on top of the world:-D I had this convo with Chris awhile back when I was struggling to get over some feelings, and although it took me awhile for it to hit me and reap the benefits, he's totally right:
loveTRAVISpeople: You want what you can't have
loveTRAVISpeople: but by just forgetting guys right now
loveTRAVISpeople: and focusing on yourself and trying to define yourself ( Because noone in high school know who they really are right now) then you will give off this air of not wanting them
loveTRAVISpeople: which will then, in turn, cause guys to want you
SmthinSpecial88: nice
loveTRAVISpeople: yeah
loveTRAVISpeople: and in a way, it's a win win situation
SmthinSpecial88: this is true
loveTRAVISpeople: you get to find out more about yourself while attracting guys to you like flies to honey
SmthinSpecial88: b/c i'm confident AND guys want me
SmthinSpecial88: lol
loveTRAVISpeople: yes
loveTRAVISpeople: and it will build more confidence which is even sexier than wanting things you can't have
SmthinSpecial88: exactly
loveTRAVISpeople: because confidence says " i'm indpendent, but i could use a good lay every now and then. Come here big boy"
loveTRAVISpeople: and thenevery guys will want you
SmthinSpecial88: yesssss
SmthinSpecial88: i love you chris For all I know, this could just be a very short lived phase I'm going through, but for the time being I'm totally having a blast with life. audacious: adj.
Fearlessly, often recklessly daring; bold. See Synonyms at adventurous. See Synonyms at brave.
Unrestrained by convention or propriety; insolent.
Spirited and original listening to: "Lady" Lenny Kravitz
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