charisma
Written @ 9:23 p.m. on 2004-11-30

Inspiration and hope can be two of the most powerful forces. Inspiration to just feel ALIVE and hope to just keep on going. Although...it's ironic how hope can be such a double edged sword. Without hope, there's no reason for people to hold on, yet I sometimes wonder if we didn't have hope, if it'd be that much easier to move on...that much less pain to endure.

I want something to look foreward to, something to work towards, something to live up to, something to smile about, something to love, something to worry and care about, something to hold on to, something to support...

I want something to inspire me...

or maybe even someone?

haha ok, so hallway incident today (I happen to have a lot of hallway incidents actually...lol anyways...) it's amazing what something so small as a smile can do to someone. They're contagious...after that I couldn't wipe that goofy grin off my face.
*sigh* I'm a doofus (haha I know, I haven't used that word since the 2nd grade).

Anyways...I'll stop gushing about my new and incredibly far-fetched infatuation. I feel like a silly school-girl (besides the fact that I kinda am....oh well lol). Must study for precal now...and then figure out how i'm going to turn myself into a present box for the holiday parade (it's gonna be great). Oh yeah...and not to mention tackling the new beast known as the English Horn (uh yeah, the upper register sounds like a dying cat...no joke). Gnight kiddos!

Sidenote: I love sexy confidence...it's all in the charisma. :)

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» me Hmm...it's always so hard to sum up yourself in one of these things. I always feel I'm doing myself some sort of injustice. I like to smile:)

» loves shopping, song lyrics and quotes, sugar free jello, getting dressed up, dance, MUSIC...I love loving

» hatesbeing alone, algebra, people messing with my head (grr)...I don't really hate much.