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deterred and exhausted "I lie so I do not have to trust you to believe." I still haven't really figured out exaclty what this quote means.I have a few guesses, but I think that's the good thing about quotes~you can always find your own meaning and connection to them. It's always hard for me to just jump into what I want to say, so here we go. If it doesn't make sense then I'm probably not referring to you. I think I've grown enough to be able to understand thing way things are and accept them. That does not change how I may feel, but it's an improvement. I'll be honest in here and say that up until today I didn't think I had these emotions in me anymore...and maybe I don't, I really don't know. I guess the harsh reality is that as much as I'd like to sit around and analyze things, there really isn't a point. So why even try? I've realized things. Realization and understanding doesn't really help with making me feel too much better right now though. But I guess acceptance is gained, so it's obviously not pointless. I think for the most part I understand where you're going with your decisions...even if I don't agree. *sigh* I don't even know what to say on my behalf. Sometimes things are better left unsaid, and seeing as how I don't even know what to say right now I'll go ahead and take that as my excuse. For whatever this may mean: "The question is not whether or not we think we can continue on, because we have love, and love can overcome all. The question rather is if we possess the constitution to pursue our affection at the cost of our ideals, and then make bargains; I suppose that's really all life is anyways." ~Thom York. A quote once given to me by a wonderful person. Acceptance. Until whenever, I'll not say a word. "The Man Who Sold the World"~David Bowie |