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The Brilliant Dance Today did not start off as a good day... I woke up from a horrible dream, where the only thing I remember is this one scene. The pain felt so real, it was like I could feel myself crying and I woke up gasping for breaths...and since then a glimpse of pain has still been with me. I can't put a finger on what's up with me today. *pout* I want it to go away. Well...I went out to lunch with Forrest yesterday to talk. Ever since 8th grade Forrest has been the one person I can tell everything to...and I do. There's something about my relationship with him where I don't have to worry about being judged or persecuted or my secrets told to everyone else in the universe...and somehow he understands me. He has this way of knowing me and finding a way to make things a little bit lighter. I love him. *sigh* I seriously don't know what to do with myself sometimes... This is a little bit off-topic, but I really like that song that they play on that VH1 commercial: "Come on...come o-on...come get up and dance with me, yeah..." I like it:) Anyone know who it's by or anything? Ya know what I realized the other day?...I miss Mr. Digby. Dorky huh? I seriously do though...almost like I miss Mr. Sands and Stanton/Mumford to a lesser extent. nostalgia- (n) A bittersweet longing for things, persons, or situations of the past It feels like there's someone sitting on my chest and won't get off. So heavy. So I'll sit here and continue to listen to Dashboard, look up quotes for my quote book, and wait for Angela to pick up her phone and come over. "Well you'd like to think that you were invincible. Yeah, well weren't we all once before we felt loss for the first time?" because I'm in the mood *Life is bittersweet* |