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Falling Away With You haha. I'm watching South Park with my dad (go figure) *sigh* I hate seeing people I love in pain...going through rough times...whatever. I don't really wanna talk about it in here, but my dad's been going through some rough times. I love him so much...I would give the world for everything to be straightened out and to see him happy. I guess I've just had a lot on my mind lately...not just about my family, lots of other stuff that I guess as hard as I try, won't seem to leave me. Thinking about all the memories and all this randomness certainly makes my head want to explode... "Look at the stars...look how they shine for you...and all the things you do..." (ok I know we live in crappy suburbia where we barely ever get to see the damn stars, but let's just pretend for a minute). It's like some sort of detox therapy or something...just sitting outside and looking at the stars. It's so beautiful, and it has this way of making all those problems and shit in your life seem so small. There's so much more to this world...I know it. *sigh* and somehow I know that everything's gonna be ok. I can't remember when it was good moments of happiness in bloom maybe I just misunderstood all of the love we left behind watching our flash backs intertwine memories I will never find inspite of whatever you become forget that reckless thing turned on I think our lives have just begun I think our lives have just begun and I'll feel my world crumbling down feel my life crumbling now feel my soul crumbling away falling away falling away with you staying awake to chase a dream tasting the air you're breathing in I hope I won't forgot a thing I wish to hold you close and pray watching our fantasies decay nothing will ever stay the same and all of the love we threw away and all of the hopes we've cherished fade making the same mistakes again making the same mistakes again and I'll feel my world crumbling down feel my life crumbling now feel my soul crumbling away and falling away falling away with you all of the love we left behind watching our flash backs intertwine memories I will never find memories I will never find ~Muse *missing You* |