 |
|
gay Grrr...well, I had this beautifully written entry on Saturday morning explaining a bunch of the decisions I've made, and I come to find that it didn't save. Sooo instead of trying to search my mind and remember what I said, I'm just going to scrap that entire idea and start from scratch. I feel like there's so much to say, yet no words really seem to express how I feel right now. The closest I can get is: "I feel infinite" (perks) there. short and sweet. I finally got to see my dad this weekend...it's been too long, and just another reminder of the rushed craziness that the world presents us at times. Hell knows I've been there. Wouldn't it be nice if we didn't have to deal with stress, drama, deadlines, gossip, demands, and well...hate? I know I'm not one to talk...I get extremely caught up in those things~to the point where probably unhealthy at times. But that's life right? haha wooow...this entry is sooo not going where I wanted it to go. I guess the point I'm trying to make is this...something that will help both myself and those who are willing to let effect... learn to love. I'm now a junior in high school...the world is not stopping for one second. It's insanely cliche to say, but LIFE IS TOO SHORT. Too short to hate, too short to not take opportunities, too short not to dream. I'm not sure why I decided to post this today...maybe someone out there will actually read this and be inspired. Or if the world thinks I'm full of crap, at least I'll remember that on June 1st 2004 at 4:42 PM, life was alright. Anyways...gotta go get ready for dance rehersals and crap. Hoping to see you guys on Friday/Saturday! ~Jen I like Modest Mouse. I love you |