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Salsaaaa I've been wanting to write in here all day, yet when I actually get a chance to write, I don't feel like it anymore. Hmm...I got confirmed today. I dunno if I'm just really emotional right now or what, but a lot of the stuff the bishop said made me think (not like I haven't been doing enough of that lately). But I do know one thing...I felt calm, and at peace...like I actually knew what I was doing for once. It made me think about a lot of what's been happeneing and a bunch of the situations I'm in, and just my personal state in general. It made me really wanna write...or talk...or draw...something. I want people to know how I felt right then, and that everything can be better, or at least in my head they can. I think I will write tonight...probably not in here, maybe a few letters or something. I highly doubt I'd be able to muster up enough courage to actually deliver some of these letters, but who knows. They're good to write anyways. Kristen and I went to Spring Show tonight...you guys did awesome. I especially LOVED the guy-girl dance...someone needs to give me a tape? lol. Oh...and I finished my "ism" project as well. I know I'm not the most artistically inclined person on the face of the planet, but I'm kinda proud of my work. Painting dreams and stuff is kinda fun...I just need to think of a title now. Anyways...lots on my mind right now~time to go waste away some creative energy. Good night everyone! Love, Jen "My deepest regrets, if I am honest, are not things I wish were otherwise, but things I wish I wish were otherwise." |