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Not so bad? Well...today turned out a little better than I thought it would (thank goodness). I feel reallllyyy funny right now though.... Let's see...Dr. Delaney came. To this day I don't think I can look him in they eye while playing without wanting to crack up...he's so strange, yet so amazing at what he does. I was looking back at old conversations from who knows when when I stumbled across a few from 8th grade when we first had him as our clinician... SmthinSpecial88: wow...that hangman is addictive SOUPerDude33: i know SOUPerDude33: haha SmthinSpecial88: whoa...mr. delaney is WEIRD SOUPerDude33: one time i was playin it and i chose the letters c u m h e a d SOUPerDude33: and the word was noodle SmthinSpecial88: lol SOUPerDude33: that was funny SOUPerDude33: haha SOUPerDude33: ya SmthinSpecial88: him and mrs. delaney r like PERFECT 4 each other SOUPerDude33: yep SOUPerDude33: biggest band nerds in the world SmthinSpecial88: hahahaha SmthinSpecial88: their poor kid.... SOUPerDude33: he was liek behind me like going CACACACAC lol...it's funny how some things never change...I like that. *sigh* I hope this feeling passes soon...really soon. I'm confused for no reason...or maybe I can justify myself with this one. I hate when my emotions are so mixed up like this because I tend to do things without thinking about them...on instinct. But sometimes things NEED to be like that....sometimes you just have to take that jump and just do it. Restraining yourself is just so unnatural don't you think? I don't even know where I'm going with this...I'm talking about so many things at once that they're getting muddle together. I don't think I can take a jump right now... But I want to...I want to do what comes naturally to me, even if it goes against reason. I wanna feel what I feel and not have to explain why, and I want people to be ok with that. I wish everyone could just be TRUE to themselves...take a good look at yourself, sometimes people get lost. *sigh* Ok none of this makes sense...maybe I should get some sleep? lol Until later, ~Jen "Fluttergirl"~Soundgarden "Moonchild"~Chris Cornell (wow I really like him) |