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peaceful release I'm sitting at the computer with my headphones on blankly starring at the screen. I don't wanna do my homework damnit...I'm so sick of all of this work and stress, yet I'm not? Before you write me off as some workaholic, I must explain...I don't LIKE the work (although the movie project is certaily an experience) but in a way it's a distraction. A distraction from things that at times, are totally beyond me. I think this entry's gonna be a little shorter than yesterday's (dang I had a lot of useless crap to ramble about). Sometimes I just wanna write out all my feelings...just get it all out of me. Tonight, I'm tired, so it will be a useless attempt, yet one I'm going to take anyways. *sigh* I want a release. Not exactly sure what the hell that means yet...take it however you want. Do you ever hear a certain song and it makes you think of one thing in particular? like a person/place/event? and whenever you hear that song you think of it? I have a bunch of songs like that, both happy and sad...sometimes even a mix. Good ol' memories (smile) "'Cos you came at a time/When the pursuit of one true love in which to fall/Was the be all and end all/Love is only a feeling(Drifting away)/When I'm in your arms I start believing(It's here to stay)/But love is only a feeling/Anyway" ~Darkness "And I'm not sure what I'm looking for/but it's clear to see/the purpose of my existence is laying here in front of me/So close your eyes and sleep to dream/I'm by your side the words to speak/will set our course and make it through/No matter how far I go..."~Matchbook Romance "I'm talented at breathing/Especially exhaling/So that my chest will rise and fall with yours/I'm careful not to wake you/Fearing conversation/It's better just to hold you/And keep you pacified/I'm talented with reason/I cover all the angles/I can fail before I ever try/Try to understand there's an old mistake that fools will make/And I'm the king of them, pushing everything that's good away/Wont you hold me now (I will not bend I will not break)" ~Dashboard (June 11th...I'm there baby) ok maybe that was just an excuse because I'm too tired to actually write stuff in here today, but yeah. I love how some memories never die. good night:) |