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can't sleep I've been wanting to write in here for a while...still don't know if I want to start getting online a whole lot again yet, but I do wanna write in here tonight. I've had so much stuff going through my head lately...different stuff. (This entry is going to have zero organization, so just flow with me) For starters: The movie project has consumed my life. Yes, my group has pretty much been living at my house~which means...no time for anything. It's surprising at how much that DOESN'T exactly bother me though. I like doing this stuff...honestly. I just want to be proud of my work...it's certaily worth a try. I want to be brilliant! Anyways...since we're on the subject...Friday after school I hauled my ass over to Blockbuster (believe me this was NOT an enjoyable walk...I think jaywalking has become my specialty) and rented a few movies that have been recommended to me. 1st- Diana, Eric, Ivy, and I watched PULP FICTION while waiting for the sun to go down (filming...again)...but wow. lol. I don't know what else to say~it was awesome. I've noticed that I look at things when I watch movies now~camera angle, acting, transitions...blah blah. Makes me wonder if I'll ever be able to ignorantly enjoy a movie again. Damn I love Humanities at times. I'm so used to watching mindless, predictable movies...and everything that I predicted to happen in this movie got thrown out the window. I liked it. A lot. Ok...another question~what the hell was in the briefcase? I'm guessing nobody actually knows? Anyways...I though Samuel L. Jackson was absolutely hillarious and yes I'll stop rambling about that now. 2nd- After filming Saturday night, Diana and Ivy stayed and watched THE DEAD POET'S SOCIETY with me(although I fell asleep in the middle and woke up right as the guy was about to kill himself...grrr) but at least I have until Saturday to watch it in it's entirety...it seemed like a really good movie though. Saturday~people started showing up at my house at 9 am...people left my house around midnight...and the madness continues... 3rd- Ok...if you haven't seen this movie I'm going to MAKE you rent it. I've been recomended (happy Jacob?...I'm actually citing you in this one)to watch HIGH FIDELITY for some time now. Hehe~I loved it. although it took me like 3 days to watch it (don't ask lol). I absolutely fell in love with John Cusack's character, and even though the situations are completely different...there were a lot of things that in its own quirky way, I could relate to. Lalala...ok moving on now... Plano band people came last week. *sigh* I don't doubt my decision necessarily, but sometimes I sit here and think: "why the hell am I going to west?" I don't even remember anymore. But, what's done is done right? I guess if I'm just really not happy at all I could always go and take my transfer back or something. Thoughts of next year are still so uncertain. I'm going to have to go to the councelors sometime this month to change a few things. I've been seriously considering taking oral interp next year. I'd like to think I'd be good at it...Diana makes it sound so fun, and who knows~I might just fit. We'll see. I'd like to start practicing my ass off for band auditions, but again...where's the time? Band's going to be weird next year...so many people gone:( But let's be optimistic. Wow this is totally all over the place, but that's how it is I guess. When my head hits the pillowis pretty much the only break I'm getting this week. Sleep is so good...allowing myself to just dream. I'm pissed because I don't think I'm going to get to work out all week (i've started going to the rec after school)~it makes me feel so good. I feel funny saying that...don't know why. I have a canker sore (how the hell do you spell that?) Ok, now for some complete randomness (it's about 2 a.m. now...please forgive me): "Uncomfortable silences. Why do we feel it's necessary to yak about bullshit in order to be comfortable?...That's when you know you found someone special. When you can just shut the fuck up for a minute and comfortably share the silence." ~Mia, PULP FICTION "Did I listen to pop music because I was miserable, or was I miserable because I listened to pop music?" ~Rob, HIGH FIDELITY Listen: "Sparks"~Coldplay "Love Song"~The Cure "Favorite Scar"~The Vanished "Love is Only a Feeling"~The Darkness ok...that's it for tonight. I'm extremely amused now (thank you Forrest lol). Good night moon! |