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Is this becoming a trend? Wow...I've been writing in this thing pretty much every day lately. Maybe it's some secret outpouring of emotions through random blaberings...who knows. Sometimes I just itch to write in here. I dunno why...it doesn't HELP a situation necessarily. I guess in the back of my mind, I make myself believe that someone will actually read this and care. I always talk about how confusing people are...and when I think about it, I'm not any different. *sigh* I guess this may be some sort of outlet for that...a lot of the time I'm too scared to actually openly admit my feelings about things, and I guess writing in here, where I'm not actually talking to someone directly, gives me a little something to hide behind. Sometimes I wish I could just tell people exactly how I feel. Yet that seems to cause an endless array of problems, so I'm shying away from that right now. I know it sounds wimpy, but sometimes you just need to stick your foot in your mouth to protect yourself. Protect yourself from getting hurt maybe? (wow this entry's turning out pretty badly...sorry about that) Anyways...sometimes silence talks for itself. Yeah, I think I'm getting off topic here. I remember what I actually wanted to write about, but now that I've said all of that I don't really feel like writing about it anymore...maybe another day. Chamber concert was nice tonight~good job to everyone. Trying to get more sleep...jogging in the morning? "Silence"~Delerium. It's from the Brokedown Palace Soundtrack...never saw the movie, but I really like this song. Love, Jen |