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contradictions? Ya know when you have so many things going on in your head...and everything seems to contradict themselves and you don't exactly know where you stand on anything yet you do know what you think? (Am I being confusing yet?) Well I guess that's all I can say about how I feel right now. about everything. I guess this has become a ritaul on Saturdays...time to think and reflect. not always a good thing. I feel so spacey lately...like...I don't exactly have a firm grip over anything anymore, yet at the same time being quite a bit more independent and making my own decisions on my own and stuff. *sigh* many things like this I've been thinking about lately. Hmm...I want something to excite me again. Something to keep me...going I guess? Yeah. It's a Saturday night... *sigh* good night moon (wasn't that the name of the book?) "i wanna be a kennedy/i wanna be a big heartbreaker/live fast and for real/and you can follow it in the papers...i'll be brave tonight/either live or die/i'll be brave tonight/standing tall and bright/such romantic eyes/got me hypnotized/and if i had my chance i'd never let you go" ~Kill Hannah ~Love Jen |