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Vulnerability Yep. I did it again. I let myself go. Honestly...I dunno why I do this. Even though it pretty much goes against everything I believe in, I know I need to keep myself contained. I guess I didn't really realize how I felt until then...how I really felt. And it scares the crap outta me. I need to draw myself back in...back where it's safe. Back where I have control. Back where I know what the hell is going on...back where I can't get myself hurt again. This has nothing to do with anyone (in the sense that I'm directing it towards)...it's a personal thing. They're my own feelings and my own reactions...no one else's. I guess I'm just aware now...not certain of everything, but aware. I'm in no way worried about it...that phase is over. My calmness (is that a word?) has come back to me. Just trying my best to block out what they say to me. Let there be peace. Goodnight! Love |