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Blurry My birthday's in 2 days. yay. Hmm...what did I do today? I've been volunteering at Emily's temple all weekend...can't wait to get those pictures back. I think we looked pretty cute. It definitely was a new experience for me. Spanish project meeting. CCD. driving. home. Trying not to think about having to go to school tomorrow. *sigh* This time of the year is so stressful...and so far in this 6 weeks I've been doing really good (very proud of myself)...and I've been happy! I dunno...maybe I'm just being off at the moment. Yet everything seems soooo blurry to me right now. Everything. I'm not like...becoming depressed or anything...I mean, I'm happy most of the time. I guess when I do get mellow it become such an odd depressing shock to me. Like I've heard many many times..."People who can be really happy...can also get pretty sad." I hate feeling this way...that's why I usually try to shake myself from it as quickly as I can, but of course there are times when people need to be kinda mellow and out-of-it. It would be abnormal if people were happy and chipper all the time...I think I would be sick. A hug would be very welcoming right now. Let's see what this week has to bring. Love, Jen |