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Here it is I've been dreading this time since last year when the thought of having to make this decision seemed sooo far away and so less complicated than it does at the moment... The senior high councelors came today. Of course I still don't know where I'm going to go. Being zoned to go to Plano, yet having gone to Robinson seems to create one of the toughest decisions I've had to make in quite a while. *sigh* Here's what I'm thinking right now... At Plano: I feel like I'd fit in better...it just seems so much more comfortable than West, and anyways...this is where I'm zoned to go, which means I'd be able to particpate in Band junk my junior year. Also...people have been saying that my rank will go up (lol...how sad) and the Vines people do seem really cool. At West: Oh my...where to start? My Robinson friends...the people who have known me for what seems like forever, and have been with me through thick and thin...I don't think I could ever leave you guys. I know...even if I end up going to a different school...there's always lunch and weekends and stuff...but it just wouldn't be the same I guess. And then there's the situation about having to sit my junior year outta band uil events (which means trip too apparently)...which doesn't bother me too much, but it still seems like a hassel. *sigh* I think either way I'm going to end up feeling upset. lol. I know...it's not the end of the world, but wow...just think...another 2 years and we're all outta here. We're gonna be in college, moving on with our lives...getting jobs, having families (haha...ok that's a little far away...but you know where I'm getting at). We're not going to be in high school for much longer. Matchbookbmc10: u wanna know wat i REALLY think? Matchbookbmc10: i think u should not listin ta other people, just go wit ur heart So true lol. I guess I've just gotta find out what really feels right. Either way...I love you ALL. ~Jen Hmm...I think Jasper should have a 10 year reuinion...that would be interesting. lol |