I like Frank
Written @ 11:10 p.m. on 2004-01-03

Hmm...been a while since I've updated I guess. It's hard trying to capture my feelings in here seeing as how they've been changing so rapidly, and something I write one day may be completely different the next. But as of right now here's how it is...

I'm confused (haha...what's new?) about my feelings towards people. I'm not gonna name any names, but lately I've been considering something in my head. I'm not sure how I feel towards this person, and I don't want it to get out of hand by me jumping to conclusions like I did once with someone else. I don't want it to end up how it did last time, with me telling the person that I like them, when really, I just consider them as a friend...and then having to tell them the truth a couple days later. I don't want to make that mistake, so I guess until then, these unsolved feelings will just have to remain bottled up inside of me (unless I actaully decide to talk to this person...not like I have any clue what to say) until I end up figuring out how I really feel.

On a different note...everything else in my life seems to be going ok. I've realized some things I need to work on, and that's cool...always willing to improve things.

*smile* I guess sometimes I don't realize how good I have it. I mean, sometimes things don't work out the way I want them to, but I guess closing some of those doors enables me to open other ones which could bring just as much happiness and maybe even more.

Real World marathon on MTV right now...they're playing the Las Vegas series. *sigh* I like Frank. hehe. He'll be my new t.v. crush for the day. Makes me just a little bit jealous to see a cute, sweet, considerate guy that's absolutely wonderful to his girlfriend (are him and Emily dating? I'm confused...). Charming...I must say.

Well...probably gonna spend the rest of my evening on the couch vegging in front of the t.v. on the phone. Good night guys:)

~Much love, Jen

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