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change of plans Had a really fun day today! We were supposed to go to the DMA and then go walking around downtown Dallas...but decided against that since we didn't really have it put together this morning (heh as always). I'm proud to say our group got A LOT done today though (yay!). And then had a great time at the mallS. (oh I FINALLY got to go to Hollister today!haha. pretty cute) Seeing as how this might be one of the last times I get to go out for a while (yes the "grounding"...but then again you know my mom...) Anyways.. Hm...I think we might've solved things? Or at least come to some sort of an agreement. But hadn't we before? *sigh* I guess it's my impatience again. Wouldn't it be nice if things could be the way you want them...without all the junk in-between? Stupid question because I guess we'd all want that...but I love looking back on things and SEEING how they've changed. It makes things so much more special that way. So much more memorable that way. We've come a long way. It hasn't exactly been the smoothest road, but I think that's what makes us "us". "A straight line may be the shortest route between two points, but it is in no way the most interesting." ha...so true. I'm not exactly sure why I'm rambling in here about this...I felt the urge. Maybe so that tomorrow I can see in writing what I was thinking at the time. Although when it comes to down actually writing things out or talking about things to someone...I freeze. Things I thought about earlier drift away and I'm stuck with random crap that only made sense in my head like 2 days previous. Oh well. I may not be the best with words...but after much pestering I try to get my point across. If my head didn't hurt as much and my eyes didn't feel like they were going to sink into the back of my head...I might've tried reading Asher Lev about now, but I think I'll just cozy up to my electric blanket and sleeeeep. Got more work to do tomorrow. And YES...this week I'm completely devoting myself to school (anyone wanna tutor me in algebra? ha) *sigh* trying not to let too much of this shit stress me out because I seem to be a little irritable right now. Anyways...good night everyone. I love you all (especially my Humanities group haha you guys rock) ~Love, Jen "The things you make me wanna do, I'd rob a Quik-E-Mart for you, I'd go to the pound and let all the cats go free just as long as you'd be with me." --'I Won't Spend Another Night Alone', The Ataris |